NAIINIS AKO :(

Yun bang nasasaktan ka na, naiinis at umiiyak pero wala kang maggawa kundi manahimik. Wala kang mapagsabihan dahil alam mong hindi ka naman din pakikinggan. Minsan gusto ko ng sumuko pero sabi ng puso, “wag muna! Kaya mo pa!”. Eh pano kung dikta ng isip mo ay pagod na pagod ka na at sobra ka ng nasasaktan. Giiiiish! 😦 Hindi ko na alam ang gagawin ! I am so naguguluhan.

Punong-puno na ng sipon ang ilong ko sa kakaiyak, nauubusan na ako ng oxygen, at nanggigigil na sa inis pero wala! Siya parin ang masusunod! Siya parin ang boss! Sige ikaw nalang lahat! Yun bang you are so hurt but he doesn’t care about your feelings kasi mas concern sya sa nararamdaman niya. He should consider others’ feelings naman sana huwag siyang selfish. 😦 Ayoko na 😦 😦

Ako childish?  Ako nakakainis? Ako O.A?  Name it! OO, ako yan eh. Ang galing niya at ang perfect niya para sabihan ako nun. OMG! Konting panahon, konting tiis at konting luha pa, kakayanin. KUNG ALAM MO LANG SANA 😦

Madali sayong manghusga kasi wala ka sa posisyon ko, wala ka sa kinalalagyan ko at higit sa lahat hindi ikaw ako kaya, how dare you?

Lesson: We should be considerate with others’ feelings kasi malay natin may pinagdadaanan din yung tao na mabigat na problema tapos ang iniisip mo yung sarili mo, yung nararamdaman mo, yung pride mo!

CHOICES

Before, It was a dream. A dream that I wished would never end. I was so grateful when I made this choice because every single day, every single hour my feelings cannot deny the overflowing happiness. The love, the care and the respect was there. Everyday of my life living with the choice I made, I never thought about those bad memories. I don’t even care about the days to come because I am more concern about the present, the present where I felt the love and unending happiness.

Suddenly, as the months, weeks, days and hours passed that dream began to be a nightmare. I thought that was unending happiness but the reality was everything has its ending. Those painted smiles turned into tears.

Now, I don’t know if I will be grateful or regretful with the choice I made. I cannot blame anyone because I am the one who placed myself in this kind of situation.

Life is a test. To be tested by trials and challenges is already part of our life as a human being. God is giving us the freedom to make a choice. Sometimes, we made right choices but most of the time we made wrong choices. Those challenges of making a choice is a test where God wants us to pass. He wanted us to pass every tests because He wants us to be victorious.

Life is a temporary assignment, If we made wrong choices in life never thought of giving up just learn from it. God does not look after your past, your mistakes, your failures, your status, and who you are, God is looking after your heart. He is more interested in your pure heart. Just allow Him to cleanse you inside and out. Change for the best and surrender your life to God as a living sacrifice because He is able to forget your past and your sins if and only if you are able to surrender wholeheartedly. GOD WILL REPLACE YOUR SORROW INTO JOY, HE WILL TURN YOUR MOURNING INTO DANCING, HE WILL GIVE LIGHT INTO YOUR DARKEST LIFE AND ABOVE ALL HE WILL ALLOW YOU TO EXPERIENCE THE GENUINE UNENDING LOVE AND UNENDING JOY! 🙂

Do you believe in miracles?

In a service, the pastor asked everyone “Do you still believe in miracles?” Personally, I said yes. Then, this verse lingered on my mind ;

John 2:1-11

2 On the third day a wedding took place at Cana in Galilee. Jesus’ mother was there, ² and Jesus and his disciples had also been invited to the wedding.³ when the wine was gone, Jesus’ mother said to him, “They have no more wine.”

⁴ “Woman,^[a] why do you involve me?” Jesus replied. “My hour has not yet come.”

⁵ His mother said to the servants, “Do whatever he tells you.”

⁶ Nearby stood six stone water jars, the kind used by the Jews for ceremonial washing, each holding from twenty to thirty gallons.^[b]

⁷ Jesus said to the servants, “Fill the jars with water”; so they filled them to the brim.

⁸ Then he told them, “Now draw some out and take it to the master of the banquet.”

They did so, ⁹ and the master of the banquet tasted the water that had been turned into wine. He did not realize where it had come from, though the servants who had drawn the water knew. Then he called the bridegroom aside¹⁰ and said, “Everyone brings out the choice wine first and then the cheaper wine after the guests have had too much to drink; but you have saved the best till now.”

¹¹ What Jesus did here in Cana of Galilee was the first of the signs through which he revealed his glory; and his disciples believed in him.

Whatever you are going through right now, if you are hoping for miracles always remember “John 2:1” where Jesus was invited together with His disciples and His mother to a wedding in Cana. The first thing that we must do is, to invite Jesus in our lives. How can He perform miracles if He’s not invited either? Next, is intercession. Whatever your prayer and petitions are lay it down to Jesus and pray without ceasing because He is always able to answer us. We must be an instrument also, allow your life to be used by God. He wants us to be aligned on His purpose and not on our personal will. Lastly, we must obey His laws because in obedience there is blessing. In obedience miracle follows!

Never say that you don’t believe in miracles because the fact that you were conceived by your mother was already a miracle. From the time you wake up each day is a miracle. We are experiencing miracles everyday yet we ignore to recognize it. For us to be able to appreciate the greatness of God we must not focus on our problems instead we must focus on Jesus who is the solution. Never stop believing in hope and never lose faith because MIRACLES happen every day!

TO GOD BE THE GLORY

Be blessed and be inspired by reading this blog. 🙂 ❤ ❤
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Psalms 104:33 says, “I will sing to the LORD all my life; I will sing praise to my God as long as I live.”

Talent is a special ability that allows someone to do something well. But what is talent if you don’t offer it to Him? Yes! For Him! For God. The source of everything we have, the source of our talents. God didn’t give us talent just for nothing. It has many purposes- to inspire, to motivate, to entertain, and to touch the hearts of His people.

My friends told me that when God showered the talent in singing, I was there, holding a pail, trying to catch it while they were sleeping. How humorous! I am a member of the Praise and Worship Team. Every time I sing, I receive praises and words of flattery from my church mates and pastors, however this talent is not…

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Ikaw, anong kurso mo?
Unang araw sa skwela, kanya kanyang pakilala. Pangalan, edad, kurso, pwede ring dagdagan ng motto sa buhay kung nais mo. Ito ang karaniwang gawain sa kauna-unahang meeting sa klase. Ang  iba’y kinakabahan, at may iba namang inis na inis na  na sa paulit ulit na gawaing ito sa unang araw na pagkikita sa klase.
“ Magandang umaga sa inyo, ako nga pala si Cedie Nabor, 17, AB-Communication 1”. Pakilala ko sa aking kaklase na kunyaring nakikinig at interesadong interesado sa aking buhay.  ‘aaah, masscomm lang.’ sambit nila nung narinig nila matapos kong sabihin  aking kurso. Napaisip tuloy ako, bakit kaya ganun ang reaksyon nila? Nadadalian ba sila sa kurso ko o wala itong kahalagahan para sa kanila kasi nga, AB lang, hindi BS, hindi mahirap, hindi tulad ng mga board courses na kailangang makapasa sa cut off grade upang makapagpatuloy.  Nainis tuloy ako habang iniisip yun…

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The Pain in the Past

In life there is no such thing as editing, undo and delete. Sometimes, we cannot deny the fact that there are memories we wanted to disappear. Personally, the memory that I want to vanish was the time when my mom, my dad, his other woman and I confronted. This was the worst moment  when my dad chose his mistress and decided to separate with us.

Yes, In life we cannot do revisions but we can always learn from it. Whatever worst experiences we had we should be grateful because with this we are molded to become a better and a stronger person. All we have to do is to accept and learn from it because we cannot delete any of those memories but we can always have faith that someday everything will be fine.

Remember, God never wrote a story with a sad ending He only writes happy ending. If at this point of time in your life you’re not happy, then it means it’s not yet the end.

NAGKAMALI KA NA BA ?

There is no such thing as PERFECT therefore; each one of us experiences failures. Sometimes, we thought we’re doing it right yun pala at the end mali parin thus; hindi lahat ng ginagawa natin tama. Isn’t it discouraging? We’re humans though and normal nalang din na panghinaan tayo ng loob. But there are some that easily gives in. Mayroon namang iba na di takot magkamali. yun bang whatever happens patuloy parin sa pagsisikap na itama yung mali.  Pero how can we succeed if we will not try over and over again? And how can we make things right if we will not stop doing wrong?

Committing mistakes are better than making perfections.

Ako? Oo, nagkamali na ako. Mapapag-ibig, studies, friendship o family man yan name it ang dami ko nang kamalian sa buhay. I get discouraged, I cried many times and I grumbled but at the end of the day kahit ano pa man ang gawin kong pag-iyak at reklamo I can never turn back time to make things right. Before, ayaw na ayaw kong magkamali and I’m afraid of it but lately, I realized how can I learn from my mistakes if I won’t allow them?

It was just a matter of acceptance yun bang tinatanggap mo na parte na talaga ng bawat chapter ng buhay mo ang pagkakamali. In this world, there are millions of people and huwag mong isipin na ikaw lang ang may problema at pagkakamaling naggawa. Lahat naman tayo nagkakamali yun nga lang it is up to us on how to deal with it.

Remember, ang pagkakamali ay parte lamang ng proseso patungong tagumpay dahil dito tayo natututo na maging matatag. Huwag kang matakot na harapin ang bawat hamon ng buhay dahil oportunidad din ito upang tayo ay matuto sa buhay. Let go of your inhibitions if you really wanted to succeed. Establish your true self-esteem by concentrating on your grandest goals and forgetting about the failures and negatives in our lives. Learn from every mistakes, inhale positivity and exhale negativity!